These are the feelings I can’t express

And no matter how I try to suppress

I can’t help but tell you this

All the moments I spend with you are bliss

But I am scared to let my love flow

And I am also scared to let you know

That, though I know you are there

And I know you’ll always be fair

But what if someday you get bored

And if someday you want to walk ashore

I am already imagining a lot I think

But I have seen life crumble down in just a blink

But what if some day you want to jerk me away

I hate myself when I think this way

I am scared when you hold me so tight

I want to say stop because it feels so right

I trust you more than I can say

And I hope it lasts tomorrow and today

I am telling you this and I hope you remember

Just for you, no matter what, I’ll smile forever

Near the river

 Below the sky

Near the willow

With dreams high

He stood there gazing

At the gleaming ripples on the water

Shining like the golden curls of a maiden’s hair

In his eyes were gleaming the tears

Which trickled down

Revealing his sorrow

He was standing, dreaming, feeling all alone

She was gone

Wasn’t she ever do merciful to take him along

Wasn’t she able to ask- The Lord

To grant her, her life

Or also take away his?

White glory furnishing the branches

Taking people in their mystical trances

Their sparkling white petals

Gleaming like precious ornamentals

The cooling monsoon showers

Increase the beauty of the white flowers

Was it white or was it silver??

But, Oh! What a beautiful sight they deliver

The flowers with their beauty bare

Adorn the beautiful cascading hair

Of our maiden ever so fair

Whom we can’t help but stare

White, the colour of divinity

The source of all humanity

The mere significance of purity

Brings bliss to all infinitely

The moment will take my breath away

When I’ll see him wading through the dusk

As if taking off him mysterious mask

Revealing himself to my thirsty eyes

As if filling my heart with his ever lighted smile

The moment will take my breath away

When I’ll loose myself to his unknown charm

When he’ll take me in his strong arms

The handsome deepness in his cheeks

And his eyes with emotions so deep

The moment will take my breath away

When he will open his heart and love will flow

The love unknown for gone years and lost times

Love which will make my dreams overflow

And his eyes will speak ‘love a million times’

The great ocean of love

Flowing with white light

Fleeting loving moments

Embraced in each other’s arms

Float like angels

Lost in the mystical charm

Their lips met

Their eyes flared

It showed fire

Of the deep seated desire

Looking in the crystal eyes

The moments seem to fly

High, higher and high

The emotions rise

The music die

The heart weaves beautiful dreams

And the time seems to fly

Brimming the heart with love

Which was once dry

Life kindles with our birth

We nourish it

We grow and we improve

Many a times we do disapprove

We walk and we fall

Through the meandering roads of this life

Not knowing what would befall

The road has its twists and turns

And sometimes even some stones

But we don’t just have to burn

We have to go on even with tired bones

Life needs us to have a lot of faith

We just need the patience to walk and wait

Some storms do blow hard

It even ruins our trusts, love and power

But if we give up, we will be a retard

So we just need to believe that God still has a lot to shower

He always gives us a candle in the dark

A candle of hope for our heart

Maybe it doesn’t last the night

But, oh! Dear friend it gives a lovely light

It helps to forget the rough pasts

And to walk forward through the challenging paths.

You came in my life through love

You showed me all the colours of emotions

To which I was blind

You changed the working of my heart and mind

I tried so much to deny your presence

But you seemed to have taken me off balance

Your eyes spoke ‘love’ to mine

This love took us through all times

This love was a reason for our existence

But it became subject to your resistance

I don’t know where it went wrong

Wasn’t our love ever so strong?

I wish I could get an answer to all this

I can’t think of a reason it will bring you bliss

I just dreamt all day you would call me back

That in our love there was no lack

But now I guess dreams don’t come true

As you could stand seeing me all pale and blue

So now all I can try to say without a cry

Is a simple ‘goodbye’

I swear, I swear was all she could say…

He didn’t even think once before he left,

His love was all she knew,

It was all she felt,

It seemed like a book of tragedy,

Story running, pages turning,

Feeling those burning moments gone,

Like, as if there will be no dawn.

The breeze blew, the rivers flowed,

Days changed, ways changed.

And for once she knew promises were broken,

Dreaded words were spoken.

The tears never dried,

No matter how she tried,

Feelings never melt-

He never ever felt.

All she asked was some trust,

Some promises they made,

Some memories they bade,

Little hope of love was seen in her eyes,

All she wanted was to be loved,

By someone special and beloved.

Looking in the mirror

Staring at the glimmer

Of the first tear that trickled

Ever from her sparkling eyes

Her dream all shattered

Like pieces of a broken mirror

Tossing and turning like the sea in the storm

Wishing that he never be gone

Feeling so lonely

For her love was so wrong

Loving the only love she had ever won

Always she tried to hide her fear

Neither will friend nor will the near

Ever will know why she had gone

Was he never able to know?

How much she cared and wanted to show

Wasn’t her love so deep and strong?

Why did he ever feel it was wrong?

He was the only one she had

Why did he leave her broken and sad?

Why didn’t he care and wanted to understand

She was always there for his stand

She always wanted to love him for life

But also wanted to fly like alive

Wasn’t he able to let her live

Wasn’t he able to feel the fear?

Fear that she will die without living

Always and ever to live without cheer

She wanted to live for her family and foe

Why wasn’t he able to know?

She had won everything as if life was her

Lost him as if life was so far…